Once upon a time. A long, long, lonnnnng time ago. I had a blog and I posted pictures. Good ones. Pictures that I’m proud of and I look back on and smile. Blame it on the iphone. Blame it on instagram. Blame it on my crazy life. I stopped shooting for me. I’ve miss it.
January pics from my phone. I realize it’s the middle of March. I wasn’t going to do these anymore but I was looking back at old blog posts the other day and they make me smile. A little glimpse into some simple moments in our day.I’m on instagram as Cowtown Camera Girl if you want to follow along. Our crazy little life.
Sunday, March 9, 2014 Posted in My Life
Gosh it’s been a while. We’re still here. Just busy. Seems like I’ve been saying that for the last six years. Will I be saying it for 16 more? Or even more? My in-laws are the busiest people I know. And they’re retired. Hmm. This past month Ezra finished his first basketball season and started piano lessons, Annie started school full time and has still been going 100 mph, Logan’s been crazy busy at work and was out of town three times, we had our house lifted 1/2 an inch, and I’m running again and started a new job. Busy. The new job thing is going to be good for our family. I don’t think I’ll share about it on here but I’m working again. Not the library. Not photography. But something I’m excited about. When I left my library two years ago I thought it would be at least five years before I went back to work. Lately I’ve been feeling ready. I think we’re all ready. So I decided to go for it. A new adventure. Thank you to everyone on your feedback to my last post. A lot of people told me similar stories. It’s good to know I’m not alone and lots of women feel the same way. I know it will pass. We’ll get to a new stage. New adventures. New challenges. It’s all a part of our journey. p.s. – I had a friend check up on me yesterday. She totally made my day. I don’t really know who’s reading this blog of mine. I follow several blogs that I’ve never once commented on. Some of them feel like friends to me. Even though we’ve never met, never talked, and they have no idea. So it’s good to know someone has been following along on my little journey. Thank you Diana. ♥ New glasses for this little man. He likes them a lot. I love them. Goober.I love him.
Tuesday, February 4, 2014 Posted in My Life
She’s closer now to two. Seems like forever I’ve been saying she’s a year and a half. But her second birthday will be here soon. This blows my mind. She looks like such a little girl. No more baby. She’s going through my makeup bag in these pics. Every once in a while I don’t take it away and let her dig through. She takes each piece out individually and pretends to use the brushes just like me. ♥ It’s been a while since I’ve blogged about us. Life’s been crazy. Nothing major going on. Just crazy. I wonder if other mom’s feel that way. And I wonder if and when I ever won’t feel this way. Do I just have super high maintenance kids? My daughter has started in on the tantrums lately. Closer to two, right? Going places is a MAJOR challenge. I dread it. But we do it. We were at the Container Store the other day when the full on tantrums kicked in. The laying on the floor kicking & screaming, full on body goes limp, so her mom struggles big time to pick her up kind. My apologies to the man in line behind me. The one I jumped in front of and shouted “it’s MY turn” when the cashier tried to take the next person in line. Not my most shining mommy moment. But toddler tantrum trumps you buddy. It was my turn though. Or maybe it’s because she climbs everything. We joke about it but it’s 100% true. Danger girl. Exhausting to keep up with her. Maybe that’s it. We’re exhausted. Logan and I talk about this all the time. Annie has gone down to one nap a day and both kids have been waking up even earlier these days. Did we have crazy energy before we had kids? I can’t remember. As of last week she can climb out of her crib. Oh sweet Annie girl. She’s about to up her game even more. I can feel it. Maybe I’m bad at handling stress? Our kids are healthy. I’m grateful. I know other mom’s who would trade with me in a heartbeat. But both of them together is a lot. My yoga teacher recently said this and it stuck with me: “If you can’t change something, change your attitude.” I need to do that. Trying. Yawn. :)
I adore this little little family. We met many years ago when Andrew & I both worked at the same middle school in FWISD. By random chance our families moved the same summer into the same neighborhood. For almost five years now we’ve lived just three short blocks away. We love living close so such fun friends! I was thrilled when Laura asked me to take their family pictures last month. It had been three years since the last time we did a session together. Their little Superman was teeny tiny back then. So fun! Couldn’t have asked for a better way to spend a Saturday afternoon. Thank you Laura & Andrew! I love the pictures from your session and hope y’all do too!
Aileen and I met in the fall of 1995. We were freshman at Baylor University and we lived across the hall from each other in Collins dorm. Aileen, Ericka, and I all became good friends. The three of us lived together that next year, our sophomore year. I’ve got about a gazillion memories of our friendship that I could share of college and beyond. I look back on it all and smile. Well, fast forward 18 years. And now we live across from each other again! Aileen & Chris and their boys bought the house across the street from us this past fall. We are over the moon THRILLED to have them as our neighbors. Our kids play together probably 4-5 days a week. Makes my heart HAPPY!
We met the Fergus family when our boys were just a year old. We use to live in the same neighborhood. I remember seeing them walk by our old house with their twins in the stroller on their evening walks. Cindy introduced her family to us one night when we were all outside. And that was it. Immediately friends. And I felt like I’ve known them forever. She told me about this sweet little school that I should look into. And I did. And she was right. And then we had four amazing years of such great friends, families, baseball, soccer, dinners, playdates, girls nights, birthday parties, and many, many, many conversations with good friends who have a very similar life to ours. I miss them. And every time I see them I feel like I could talk for hours. Thank you Cindy & John! Love to you friends. Miss you more than you’ll ever know